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[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fw1kVzBTUqA[/youtube] Remember when Kanye was good? ;~;

Do you have any pics? :s

If i'm garbage then I identify as the broken glass bottle that you cut your hand on.~

Having strawberries and pineapple for dinner, because I feel like i'm living in a tropical paradise today. n.n;

I just had a random thought; I am the black plague, but, i do have good intentions.~ Also, i'm reaaaaaallly thinking about buying hello kitty rollerblades... "Jaterbate"

"Sora" so cute.~

Sounds like things I would do to my two younger sisters. ;>_>

Welp, Turkey is an outrageous place apparently.~ I feel like if someone is going to rape me, it's not going to matter about what i'm wearing. I could be in a full vintage victorian dress, and if that person wants to rape me, they're going to regardless even if that means ripping that dress off of me. I hate that society believes it's the clothing we wear, that causes us to be raped, and i think it's so degrading that they project men as unable to control themselves based on our attire. I'd be offended if I was a man, honestly. /: Stupidstupidstupidstupidstupids t u p i d

Haha i don't know, i feel like the blood letting and the really sadistic stuff is what makes it the most thrilling. Of course, you shouldn't just do these things with anybody. It should not only be with someone you trust, but someone that knows what they're doing. But to me at least, there is nothing like submitting your entire life into the hands of someone else, the feeling of being powerless is nerve wrecking for me but exhilarating. Sexually i'm a masochist through and through. ;D Batter me if you like, but only if you fuck me passionately after. Just don't break any of my bones either. But i will admit, I like hurting people sometimes for the sheer joy of it. Not even sexually. I dated a guy once, and needless to say we broke up. Why? Because one night i thought it would be a funny idea to burn him while he's sleeping. (I have no other reasoning besides "it was a funny idea" so don't ask.) Though, i'm trying to do this less to people, because there was a time it was rather out of control. I'm slowly learning how to empathize with people.~ (Which grinds my gears by the way, because it's not easy.) [spoiler]Just make 4.0 I probably just ruined it. ;>_>[/spoiler]

Welp...

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vJC2ax18oQM[/youtube] Bigggieeeeeeeeeee<3;

Except it's not called rape when consensual, it's called BDSM. (Bondage, Domination, Sado-Masochism) Which if i do say so myself, is rather sexy.~

Welp, i'm no one to judge what someone's sexual fantasies are. But i wasn't really referring to discussing sex with Pokemon. Even though that is technically sexual talk. >;o We should all have a sexual conversation sometime.~

Haha this actually bothers me too. Sexual talk can be so fun, it doesn't have to be "creepy" and i hate it the most when people act as if talking about sexual things is "creepy" or "perverted". We're all deviants how i see it. c;

Pittbulls are probably the only dogs I luv. They're so adorable, and typically good dogs. The only time they attack people is when trained to be vicious, but my aunt has two of them, and they are the most lovely dogs i've ever associated myself with. I especially luv how scared people are of them, they come running out of the house, and people start to panic, it's greatttttttt

If you say Anubis, i will correct you and say Anubis is a Jackal, which although related to dogs. Is not actually a dog.~

How could we ever have disliked each other? :s Seriously, how could a dog be more adorable than a God?

Considering my mother lives on the other side of the country, I didn't do anything. ;~; I woke up this morning, and called her, and we spoke for awhile. It was probably the most pleasant conversation i've had with my mother in a very long time. Then my cousin and I, baked cupcakes with my Aunt (her mom) which was splendid. These cupcakes are delicious. n.n;

Ugh, i really can't get over how adorable your cat is. I'm m e l t i n g

That's seriously the total opposite of how i'd expect such conversations to go. How could you say you aren't interesting? That's interesting as fuckkkk

Considering you said there is nothing interesting about you, that is pretty interesting. I can't say i ever met someone that actually experienced sleep walking. What would the conversations consist of, just casual stuff or was it nonsensical, were they cryptic perhaps? When I was a little girl, my mother used to tell me that I would maniacally laugh in my sleep. No idea what it was I would dream about, but it had to have been something maddening for someone to refer to the laughter as "maniacal"

See you in Demon god heaven. ^~^;

I've woken up with weird things like that before too, maybe not as distinct to call them claw marks. But i've woken up with bruises on my inner thighs, cuts and scratches on unreachable parts of my body, and once my pillow and face covered in blood (probably from a random nose bleed, but i could find any dry blood in my nose) I don't let happenings like these bother me. Though, having no recollection does concern me. But my oh my do demons love/hate me.~

Haha probably. Not only can i not prove it wasn't a demon, I have no other explanation to how this cut just magically appeared.

Demons are assholes, I just found a cut on my finger, and I have no idea where it even came from. ;~;