Mariah

Actually, i don't think he was involved in that particular conversation. I'm sure he seen it though, because the next day Emily popped in and was seemingly appalled like "Were you guys just plotting a murder?" Surprised you aren't in the group convo. Yes, you totally should. I suggest it, highly.~ Maybe i'll tell you sometime. n.n;

Haha, more than you can imagine. But i don't think those are appropriate to get detailed about here. ;>_> Haha i wish you were in the skype convo. We were literally (by we i mean mostly me) going over ways to kill someone and making it look like an accident. I think my idea could have worked. Though, there were some flaws to the idea.~

But shoot them in the side of the head, and plant every gun you use in their hand so it looks like a suicide.~

Or, is it interesting because unlike everyone else (besides the people who join for a day just to get some stupid fucking question answered) you manage to stand out being the only one without a signature (by choice) i'd say your nonconformity is pretty interesting.~

Potomu chto eto rodina.~

You totally should make a thing out of this. Like whenever you see someone reply that fits into one of those fallacies you should post which they're currently interpreting.

I didn't get chance to respond to this sooner (aka I completely forgot) for that i'm sorry.~ I don't trust psychologist, they all act like they understand, but they don't, and most of the time they'll diagnosis you with something that you don't even have. Give you some type of pharmaceutical to "treat" the apparent "problem" and having been a misdiagnosis the drug they give you just fucks you up worse. Or, they'll think you're far too out of their league to help and instead send you to some type of institution (insane asylum) to get the proper "treatment" in which they misdiagnosis you, and give you a drug that fucks you up even more, because it's designed to treat something you don't even have. My mind i've began to realize is a pretty dark place, and receiving treatment is not worth (in my opinion) having some type of record that consist of a document that says i'm crazy, which at the same time deems me as some kind of danger to society causing my personal freedom (or as the mental health department calls "privileges") slowly stripped from me due to something I have no control over feeling. But at the same time, I have literally no one I could relate with or understand me when I talk about my thoughts in depth. Which gets sometimes overwhelmingly lonely. But i rather be alone than try to get someone to understand who I feel have no connection with. Though, i don't blame anyone for not being able to, nor do I hold that against them as a person. It's okay though, because they say "to live alone, one must be an animal or a god" which I think is a lovely philosophy. I get to be either divine or a feral creature, and both is better than n o t h i n g ~ Lastly, i feel constantly caught between telling myself everything will be okay, then quietly whispering how fucked I and everything else really is. I'm lost like the suicide forest in Japan. I do actually quite enjoy drawing, though again i'm far too self conscious to show anyone. There's a lovely thing I drew that I would love to have as a back piece for a tattoo, but i'm too fucking shy to even show the artist I go to for my tattoos. Come to think of it, i actually haven't tried drawing something since I attempted to draw my soul. (needless to say, it didn't work out. All i could think of was bunnies and knives.) Welp, the most i could say here is that if you ever feel like sharing with me. Don't hesitate to message me on skype or send me a pm. Nothing said on a personal basis will ever be repeated outside the confines of our conversation. n.n; I understand if you don't, it's not very often that I share things like this either.~

Until he made that post, I been reading his name as "Faptori" the entire time I been a part of this community. I feel so perverted/illiterate. :s

Haha fair enough. I can't really argue with that. I can understand why you'd have a difficult time accepting it, I had a difficult time accepting it too for the same exact reason. But then i learned to not give a fuck about what people do with their lives, being pro-choice and what not.~ I will admit though, the fact he/she has a beard is kind of strange imo. Despite that, their hormone treatment apparently went swimmingly. Wellll, there's no way to prove that it's not due to a religious belief, so to get the viking burial specifically you could always just lie. ;>_>

I'm having such a difficult time telling if you're being serious or not. :s

Probably expensive, and i'd assume anywhere that has free practice of religious belief (Practically any western society). Since i'm pretty sure they departed their dead like that due to some type of Viking pagan religious belief.

Water is something both we and the trees need to survive. ;o

Not true actually in events like flooding, or to elude predators (before we had these things called "buildings") we'd move to higher ground, which assuming we're talking about the first homosapiens they originated in Africa (which is very plainy and tree like) and typically we'd go for trees to get that higher ground. There's also a tribe in Papua New Guinea, that live in trees because they want to avoid the insects that carry diseases on the ground, predators, and they believe evil spirits walk the forest floors at night. Besides, has anyone else noticed that our bronchioles in our lungs look like tree branches? All i'm saying is, we're connected to trees.~

We should start living in trees again, that way we'll see how simple life is without all the complex bullshit... Omg, i think i found the key to world peace...

We don't have to have these things to be high up. :s What happened to being primates and living in trees? You know, when life was simple.. Like rubber wheels, or rubber in general? I don't see spider monkeys wrapping stuff in rubber bands.~

Human beings are the most domesticated animals on the planet. Flat surfaces, and 90 degree angles.. That's not very feral. :s

So happy for you, this brightened up my day. n.n;

Every. Single. Time.

From Japan huh? Let's be friends. n.n; You seem kawaii enough. Welcome.~

Then he still wanted to be with them despite being a guy, and called it "how i found out I was gay". What a strange strange strange individual. I wonder how they'll feel when they realize homosexuality doesn't work that way. Haha

Only human in appearance. Really we're all filled with glitter and evil.~ I'm going to a party apparently, pretty excited besides the fact I can't drink. ;~; Should be fun regardless. Lots of pot should do just fine. n.n; They hit on both of us. :s But i don't share.~

I thought it was pretty obvious.~

My real name is Mariah. l: I'm kind of starting to wish i made a gender neutral name myself.~

I have a friend that lives in this city, she tells me they call it "Killadephila" doesn't sound pleasant. Only thing from Philly I really know about are cheese steaks, and i don't even think they're all that good. ;>_>