Ploegy

Thank you. I just know some people find it pathetic

Damn I guess no more Mario Kart Wii for me ;-;

Well this seems like a forum where I should share a little something so I guess here I go. Let me start off with this, I am simply a girl who has to cope with depression issues. I find myself never to be good enough for anyone so I hide away from the world. However, I couldn't avoid what has truly pushed me to the edge of what I can handle. About 8 months ago, a problem arouse in my life that I could not contain. Four friends in a fight and I didn't want to pick at side. I should have just walked away, but I became a middle man without even wanting to. I heard no end to each side complaining about the other and I was continual pulled into their fights even though I begged them to leave me alone. I finally cut it off with one side of the argument, but then they turned on me and pulled me down and ruined me emotionally. They bullied the only friends I had left and when I stood up for them, I was instantly shot down. This caused me to lose the friend I had. She left me alone to deal with these people. Everything finally seemed to settle down until about 2 months ago, I was suppose to go perform with a group for a judge and one of the kids who had bullied my friend was in the group and without consent of the other members came out and told me I wasn't good enough to perform with them and that he was going to replace me. It was all out of hate for me and honestly, I felt betrayed because he told me that my friends had told him to do this. He turned me against the only people I trusted. While all of this was going on with me at school, at home I suffer from my parents disapproval. I am not good enough for them and in all honesty, I don't know what to do to make them see I am trying as hard as I can. To them I am a failure. My mother has said some horrible things to me that make me cry myself to sleep and make me believe suicide is the only answer. Yeah, I have pushed myself close to death, but look at me. I am still here. I have run away countless times only to return to this place to once again cry myself to sleep yet another night. I have always lived in the shadow of my older brother and it's obvious with the way my parents have treated me. Since I was never the sports player like my older brother, I lost myself in studying and being the best student I could be. I had that going for me until I began to struggle and my grades dropped from being emotionally shattered from school. That's when it got worse at home as well. My grades fell and my mom lashed out at me and the less I wanted to do anything. I shut myself out from the world. And everyone wonders why hockey is important to me, well here is your answer. Even though hockey has been in my life since before I could walk, recently it is my life line. When I can't root for myself, I know I have a team I can root for and hold onto. Why has Darren Helm become my favorite player? Well, he has struggled with injuries yet he always fights through them and stays positive. I see him as an inspiration for my own struggles. I want to be able to fight through my depression the way he fights through his injuries. Anyways, I know this is probably all pathetic, but I just wanted to get this out there and to get this off my chest since I don't ever talk about it. Plus I read Archi's story and decided I might as well go for it all.

omg I love it~ Thank you so much :3

Oooooh these are so cool. Could you do one with Quagsire and have it say Ploegy?

omg thank you so much~ I love the pika ears on the text

Colour Scheme: You decide Character: Pikachu Name: Ploegy Team: [OpTc] Anything else: N/A

rip

omg these are so cute could i possibly get a pikachu eating a cookie?

What a cheap ass

That moment when Bloo tells you to join but you have no money [Spoiler]Trying to make me feel special by being an exception[/spoiler]

JJ pls explain why on earth Pink owes me money

too late for that, but thanks

Bowser pls I know you won't. I rather not make my night even worse by trying anyways. I've had enough for one day

You probably won't give it to me ;-; rip my dreams

Give me shiny pika. kk thanks Bowser

such a nub team

Well I just love your work so much that I have come back for yet another sig, that is if that is alright - Render or tell me what you want and I'll find it: this or this (whichever one works better) - Colour Scheme: You can decide - Animated: Yes please - Name: Ploegy - Team: Optic - Anything else: N/A