So I am on my way home from Florida were I meet with one of my sisters that I haven't seen in 7 years, and we bareily talked at all before it. I consider her a very controling person, she has always been in my life from the sidelines, influencing me indirectly. It always bothered me, it was like anything I did in my life wasn't really me but me being her puzzle piece that moved right where she wanted me to. I've been told that I shouldn't be bothered by it.... I mean, she has only done good by me. She got my separated family back together, looked after me from a far when I was going through hard times. Has helped us (my sisters and brothers) all connect after not even knowing that we had family.
Anyway, we went to Magic Kingdom and dispite the panic attacks, twisted ankles, sore feet, and headaches I actually enjoyed myself in the end. And I had a real binding moment with my two sisters (I am living with a different sister and while we do get along all right, there was definitely some major improvements that needed to be done) But I just got to know her better, understand why she does what she does. Instead of just indirectly talking to her out of my pride and anger I finally had to face her face to face and what do you know, we actually get along, and I understand her more. I still wish that she would stop trying to control me but at least I get it now.
I also got an Eyor Plushie. ^w^