FelinkaAnnie

alright guys, here my rant i quitted pokemmon real this time, before
you ask question such as what happened to snowkittyblue?

me: responding offscreen, when you could've taken easy yourself,
here a thing i cant take it easy since i thought 1 day if i take easy then
next day everything is going to be fine but it wasn't, i keep saying it
getting worse and i really need help.

1st theory: 1/30k is more like people denying how the rng works, yes
its true once you reach 30k doesnt mean its guaranted but the faith is
what im starting to believe base on this when i had my all 5 shiny
rolled a dice it was 3 3 3 3 = 

"Angel number 3333 indicates that you're ready for a spiritual
awakening and spiritual growth. You're embarking on a journey to
become a more enlightened individual. Angel number 3333 tells you
to let go of all your worries and fears. The only way to truly
appreciate the joy of life is to take a leap into the unknown." 

do you even know what does it mean? well let me tell you my
conspiracy so each time you roll a dice its what im seeing basically
before shiny appear chance are is like 3 doorgate if you find shiny
less than 1k you either lead to 666 or not, then if shiny do not shows
up then you gotta reach 6,666 then final gate is if shiny ever do shows
less or more is 666,666 which is i more likely my highest encounter
that never shows up is shiny feebas, its like "well i past 600k
encounter guess im going hell or will the shiny going to show up? if it
doesnt might as well complain to devil and cry about it".

2nd theory statement: even if this things are not real cause i mean i
guess im pulling religious bullshit or is it? well here a thing even i
bring up religious but the moment you hit certain number encounter
you've reach so far lead to negative emotion ( atleast for me) 3333 is a
thing start giving me headache and kms motive and bad behaviour
the longer you play game and not sleeping its what happening to
people. ( believe it or not)

me: i also had planned to quit in future just not now, but it seems to
be im having headache and it feels like i wanna hit the wall and bleed
badly as if my hand telling me to grab a knife and stab your own
throat, but im just tired of shunting and waiting for alpha spawn
cause this gambling really really put me hating this game so much
and i hate it to deny it.

before you ask dumb question, yes i have 10 OT shiny since i got
bonked by mod due to spamming in chat, so i guess i deserve a silence
and i decided to not chat ever again but even worse is i didnt do
giveaway i would've gave away like 40 comps i made in past and 10
non OT shiny giveaway but i decided to not doing it, but i decide to
delete my pokemmo account without telling everyone (friends) or my
teams (lava) to know what going on but i made final decision its a
farwell its nice having fun since 2013 to 2022 put me this mood where
this game really put me to kill myself ( known as "committed
suicide"), this same thing happened to warframe i quitted 2019 its
just that i felt like its not really fun game at all or trying to enjoy it at
all but slowly putting in negative ways to ruined your life by playing
a games ( again i hate to deny but ive been playing many game and
none of those game keep me playing it for long term but i hate to deny
but i dont like how dev treated to community as "its fine all we did
was nerf a bit and everything be fine), no its not but keep believing
yourself dev the game will not be successful business in long run. 

here a wall text and jibbish english time yay!